I know everyone of us really wants to be close to perfection. I am. I really do. I still have this frustration (also add the intimidation) when I'm training jiu jitsu. There's something bugging in my mind that I have to learn every drills (as in everything) before I roll/spar with them. I am really stupid. I feel so stupid. Never won with Bernard a.k.a. Man Child. Wish I become better..... I really wish I do. :( xx